بقايا الحب

ماتت مشاعرنا للأبد وظل سؤال حائر ..ما الذى بقى من الحب بعد الفنــــــــــــــــــــاء

وصار كل منا بطريقه يصاحبه الألم وتطارده الأيام لنصبح عن أنفسنا كالغربـــــــــــاء

ماعادت الأيام حب وشوق لكـــــــــن إعترانا الفــــــــــــراق كنوبة البكـــــــــــــــــــــاء

فالقلب يأبى الفراق بعد العمر الذى بيننـــــــا والنفس أن تكون طيراً حراً بالسمـــــــاء

فلطالما أحببت القيد الذى يحيط بمعصمين وودت لو يلقى اللــــــــوم من الرفقـــــــــاء

وكم سعدت كالطفل أن أشار النـــــــــاس علينـا وتمنــــــــــوا لنا حياة التعســــــــــــاء

وكيف نهوى من قمة الحب إلى القاع وإذ بنا نغرق ونحن طافوون على صفحة الماء

وكيف نرضى بتلك النهاية المأساوية لقصتنــــا ونسلم بالــــــــــفراق وبالقضـــــــــاء

لا يخدعك إلتماع عينى لازلت قويه لا أبكى حتى لو ســــــــــــــالت كل دمـــائــــــــــى

لكن الماضى فى صدرى يحبو فى حبور كالطفل يأمل ان يحيــــا يأمل فى البقـــــــــاء

وهو الأن يبكى علينا ويرى موته فينا نهاية تستحق قصيدة دمـــــــــــع الرثــــــــــاء

سيدى لو كان الحب فينا حياً فلتبقى وإن كان قد مات فلنبقى بشـــــئ من الكبريـــــاء

دينا وسلمى والتهييس

ده حوار حصل بينى وبين سلمى (صديقة عمرى ) .. كان الحوار الوحيد اللى سجلته واحنا مهيسيين فيه

طبعا الحوارات اللى بينا تقريبا معظمها كده.

معلش هو الحوار مكتوب عربى بس بحروف انجليزى..معلش فزلكه شوية

سلمى النيك نيم بتاعها u riased me up

وانا can't run from my self there is no where to hide

سلمى بجد انتى فظييييييييعة

:u raised me up says
hiii dandoon
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
welcom welcom ya meet welcom
:Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says
saloma bashaaaaaaaaaa
:u raised me up winks
Play "Bow"
:u raised me up says
yaah ,,eh el est2bal el gamel dah
:Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says
7elwa moooooooooooooooot el pic eli 7ataha
:u raised me up says
really
:Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says
yup
:Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says
Really
:u raised me up says
de ma3mola ma7'sos de 3al net
:Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says
ohh
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
akeed mesh le ay 7ad ya benty
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ba2olak ya salma
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
nazla bokra
u raised me up says:
kont lessa has2al nafs el so2al
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
look
u raised me up says:
bas ana shakly hanafad
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ana mesh 3ayza anzel sara7a lesa warya kaza 7aga a3melha
u raised me up says:
bnesbet 780%
u raised me up says:
wara syadtek eh
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
mmmmm
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ya benty lesa ma2afeltesh mezaneyat el ma7'azen beta3et el seef dah w kaman ana ma2adresh aroo7 el koleya ela lama atamen 3ala el porsa w el ashom feha
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w kaman hashof el maktab el sekrraya elli 3ande w sa3etha anzel
u raised me up says:
ya bnty kol dah delwa2ty te2dary te3mleh w enty fe el 3rbya,,
u raised me up says:
vodafone bt2ademlek el 7'edma de
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
3arbeya eh bas ya salma matfakrnesh
u raised me up says:
leh etsly b 5552387 w voda fone hatdeky 3rbya te3mly mnha sho3'lek kollo
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ana 2olt a3'ayer el bm w ageeb 7aga tanya marsedes 3yoon.. 7agazo el 3arbeya w el sowa2 el 7'ayeb beta3e lesa fe el ma3ard men sa3teha 7ata makalemnesh men el mob elli gebtholo
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
7aga te2ref
u raised me up says:
ohhh,,tab mat2adeha bel hunday
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
2olt ad7'ol 3ala el net tesarafely fe ay 3arebya men 3andek fe el garage
u raised me up says:
ana 3arfa ya3ny 7tt 3rbya tel3t wla nzlt bkam ya3ny nos milion,,mesh 7aga
u raised me up says:
3nya leky tab3an
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
la2 ya salma .. 2oly kalam 3'eer dah ya3ne awel amra anzel feha el koleya aro7 b hunday
u raised me up says:
bossy ana el jeep delwa2ty mesh basta7'demha ta2rebn,eh ra2yek
u raised me up says:
w 2005 ya3ny mal72tsh te2dam awe
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
la la tamam ya salma tab3an .. ana 2ader a2ol 7aga y bnety ay 7aga te2ady ana kaman hat2amar
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
bas ya reet bel sawa2 bet3aha
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w yeb2a mesh hansalek el gmeel dah abdan
u raised me up says:
mm,,7'alas mashy ,bas ya3ny law mafhash e7rag
u raised me up says:
momken teb2y tedelo teps men 3andek
u raised me up says:
bardo 3'lban w bygry 3la kom la7m
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ah tyb men 3eny.. hadelo 1000 kowayes wala howa 3eno malyan ye7b akter
u raised me up says:
la la 7elo awy,,w kter kman
u raised me up says:
bas yalla mesh ha2ta3 rez2o
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
tab 7'alas... IT'S OKEE
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
good
u raised me up says:
hab3athalek delwa2ty oky
u raised me up says:
enty t2ashary w e7na nlm el 2shr
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
mashe ya reet bas yesba2ny 3ala el sheraton 3ashan bas hat3asha henak
u raised me up says:
w kman el sadek wa2t el deek
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa tab3an
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
fe3lan mesh hansalek el mawkef dah
u raised me up says:
ana 3arfa mesh dah elly ro7to m3aky el marra elly fatt
u raised me up says:
elly et3ashena feh 2a7'er marra
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
enty ta7n moot .. 7'alas ne2ady awel youm agaza men el faculty fe sharm isa ma3 ba3d ah7gez sweet b esmena henak.. bgd de a2l 7aga leke
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa howa y bnty men sa3teha w ana et3araft 3ala el modeer
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w ba2a yezbetl y akl 7elw awe w b se3r gameel gedan ya benty mesh bsaref 7'ales ela fe 7dod 500 le bas
u raised me up sent 15/09/2006 09:14 م:
bas 7'alas azabat nafsy 3la sharm
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w el ne3ma e7na law 7ad shaf kalma la ye2ool goz magnen w beyhayeso 3ala ba3d
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
hehehehehehe
u raised me up says:
yaaaaaaaaa
u raised me up says:
natega tabe3ya ld7'ol elderasa
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
fe3lan
u raised me up says:
ente nawya tro7y bokra isa?
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
la keda la2
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
haroo7 3ala el 7ad isa
u raised me up says:
ana ba2ol hateb2a za7ma w kol bto3 2ola w tanya hayb2o hnak
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
bas mesh 3arfah haroo7 a3mel eh
u raised me up says:
w mesh talba ma3yala
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa fe3lan
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
look
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ana hashof el nezam w as2al el banat eh 7asla
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w law fe fayda w darory haroo7
u raised me up says:
ana mesh 3arfa leh mesh 7'ayfa
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
7'eer isa ya saloma
u raised me up says:
da 3la yom el 7ad wala el sabt
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
la el 7ad
u raised me up says:
yarab isa
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
yala rabena yetamena 3aleke ya salom isa
u raised me up says:
la2 7'er isa
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
isa
u raised me up says:
w kman homma hydona mawa3ed ramadan 3latol
u raised me up says:
wala el mawa3ed el 3adya el awel
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
a3taked ramdan
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
leeh.. le2an 7'alas ramdan el esboo3 elli gay
u raised me up says:
yaret
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w el ershad le wa7do
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
beya7'od week
u raised me up says:
bezzabt keda
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
i think so ya3ne ma3arfesh bas akeed dah elli hay7sal
u raised me up says:
w ana kman
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
yala.. keda aw keda 3adyyyyyyyy
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ha goo ana ba2a.. 3ashan hena fe el beet beyndaho 3alaya
u raised me up says:
mashy,,salemely 3alehom
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
3ayzeny ashof el sha3'alen yenadafo el beet 3ashan lama nnzel
u raised me up says:
kolohom
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w nroo7 el sheraton
u raised me up says:
eh dah enty mesh 3andek house maneger
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
wa7'ed agaza
u raised me up says:
modert manzel ya3ny
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
i know
u raised me up says:
aha 3shan keda,, ana bardo bat3ab lamma badehom agaza
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
gedan ya benty
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
rabena ye3ena
u raised me up says:
el 3rbya weslt sa7
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ah beyrenly ana
u raised me up says:
oky,,mesh ha3talek
u raised me up says:
see u f sharm ba2a
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
isa
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ba2olak ba2olak
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
enty aklteeh
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
??
u raised me up says:
ah,, ana asly daba7t 7'arofen el nahrda
u raised me up says:
w edeto nos wa7d
u raised me up says:
fa a3taked wakel ya3ny
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
tab kowayes
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
asla 2olt yakl 2bl ma yroo7 el meshwar
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
tool 3omrek sa7bet wageb ya salma
u raised me up says:
da ba3d ma 3ndakom
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
Merci modmazell
u raised me up says:
dorian
u raised me up says:
yabnty ana frnsyt el nash2at
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa 3arfah .. tant 7aketly lama konty fe paris
u raised me up says:
yaaaaah, fakrteny btfolty
u raised me up says:
tara3ra3t ta7t zlal borg 2evl
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
7abebty .. ana kaza mara a2olak ya salma eb2e 3ady 3ala paris lama tege tesafre london bas enty elli 3amaleya awe
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w mesh bet3ady betro7e sh3'ol w bas
u raised me up says:
leh yabnty ana edetek rana w ana ta7t veltek fe london , w ba3tlk kalmny
u raised me up says:
w enty kont mash3'ola yomha
u raised me up says:
konty btshtry taiara 7'asa ta2rebn
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa aywa fakrteny kont 3ashan a7der beeh ma3rad azaya2 fe paris w 2oltelek ta3aly ma3aya 2oltely ma2daresh aseb el sherka
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
yalla ba2a tool 3omrek keda
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
mafesh fayda feky.. 3amaleya gedan
u raised me up says:
aiwaaa ,,kan bgad 3ndy sho3'l mtaltl
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
yala rabena ye3enek
u raised me up says:
w y3enek enty kamn ,,fe sharekatek
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aho.. kolo seybeno 3ala rabnea .. bas ya rb yeb3ed 3ana bas 3nen el darayeb la7san arfany fe 3eshty
u raised me up says:
bossy enty edehom milion keda a7'er el sana w mesh 7aga ya3ny,,sada2eny hatksaby adohom ad3af
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
mmmmm
u raised me up says:
3shan haysahelolk egra2at kter
u raised me up says:
w enty law 7sbteha hatla2eha hia hia
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
!!
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa aywa
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
tesda2e kalamek sa7
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ya reet ya salma
u raised me up says:
elly fahmny elkalam dah r2es hay2t el darayab
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
tyb ba2a yareet tekalmy tamer haitham men 3andek
u raised me up says:
ana 7'alas ha7'arago
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
el moa7me elli 3andek.. tamer eb2e 2olelo ye3ady 3alya plz ye7'alasly el mawdoo3 dah.. ana 3arfah eno ra2es makteb el esteshare el kanono elli 3andek bas shater
u raised me up says:
okyy,
u raised me up says:
bas hoa msafer weekend fe haway delwa2ty
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
mercii.. bgd mesh a2olek eh wala eh wala eh
u raised me up says:
awel maygy y3ady 3leky 3latol
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
tyb 7'alas bena misdat awel ma yerga3 edeny missd
u raised me up says:
sa7 ana shayfa kda brado
u raised me up says:
bas yalla,,,el sadek wakt el deek
u raised me up says:
w enty yama sa3dteny zaman lamma kont basra7 bmanadel
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa f3lan.. wa2t deek deek ya3ne
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ya salaaaaaam
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
mesh fakrah w ana balam3 el 3arbeyat w el zabet kan gay yae7'dny enty 3amlty eh
u raised me up says:
yabnty de 7aga baseta, kol elly 3mlto eny darabto w tl3t agry
u raised me up says:
ba3d ma nashalt ma7fazto tab3an
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aywa w sa3tha howa etla7'am fe el ma7faza
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w sabny
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
w ro7t agre warake 3ashan a2sm ma3ake eli fe el ma7faza
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
yaaah kanet ayam faze3a.. ayam fe3lan matet3awdesh kont enty sa3etha lesa rag3a men pareis
u raised me up says:
ana edetek 1o gneh
u raised me up says:
hia makansh feha 3'er 50,,ragl glda
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
gedan
u raised me up says:
bas e7na konna fen w ba2ena feen
u raised me up says:
bas kant ayam gamda
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ayawa 3ala ra2yek
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
yalla mafesh 7aga betge bel sahel
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:

u raised me up says:
ah el wa7d she2y,maben paris w london
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
she2y gedaaaaaaaaan
u raised me up says:
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
yalla.. moder mat3am el sheraton bytesal 3ashan anzel el tarabeza ma7goza w el fer2a bet3at el music kol shewaya te3ed w tezed fe el song
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
ana hal7a2 ba2a 3ashan may3'ayrosh el song
u raised me up says:
f3ln,,yalla bye bye
u raised me up says:
w salemely 3leh hoa 3arfny
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
aked tab3an yewsal
Can't run from myself, There's nowhere to hide says:
bye

INVISIBLE

I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel

some one !

Every one of us looking for some thing in his life
May be a lot of us looking for the money, Fame or what ever...
But the aim is one; find some thing u r missing, or something u r need
In my life like any person wanna live a wonderful life,
But I wanna ask every one read my words
What does life mean for you? and What do you wanna do in it? What do you are looking for?
sure your answers would have a lot of things, like i wanna build up my personality ,proving my character ,having a suitable jop, have a perfect life, have a husband/wife and ofcousre beautiful children .. Etc
But first u should ask your self what i am doing in this life? Also what do you plan to do?
About me, first I wanna meet my god wiz a pure heart without any sins then I wanna meet the prophet Mohamed peace be upon him in the paradise in shaa Allah
In this life you r looking for some thing you missing, I asked my self this question before I writting this words
What I do need?.I thought that answer would be a difficult word, but later i descovered that it was easier and concenterated than in my mind,it was "a pure heart"
You know... that we can buy everything by money, every thing even it was in our dreams .but the only thing that we can use the word "impossible to buy" is a heart of some body caring about you, cries when you cry, smiles when you smile, ready to face all the world for you, just for you.
care for you..just for you,not for your wealth or position.
Some one feels you without talking, it's enough to look at his eyes then he will understand you, some one wanna to live the rest of his life time beside you... so do you know the meaning of some one any one comes and to share you your life? It means
You will have someone's hand to hold, even when you are feeling sick, even you are getting older and older... it means when you sit down to eat some one will be there, it mean that when you need some help some one will help you some one always close to you so you won't have to shout..but the best thing at all is that you are not gonna be alone any more.I don't wanna be alone in my life... may be that is what I wanna in my personal life but in general I seek to satisfy my god through my work , my behavior... so,I think the only way to achieve your goals and dreams in your life is to have some thing you belive in
and some one who keeps pushing you , couraging you, believing in what you believe and putting his trust in you ...some one makes the thing that you thought it was impossible possible... some one you lean on him when you are not strong enough he will help you to carry on, some one shares your load if there were any load you have to bear
Every one needs some one in his life to go on, just some one...so,I think the life is worth to live with some one worth to share , don't miss this gift which called life and try to live it in the rightous way .

لأنى احبك

لأنى احبك

سأهرب منك

وأعدو بعيدأً .... بعيدأً عنك
وأمحو كل الشعور فى قلبى

وأطفئ كل الشموع حولى

وأخلوا بنفسى بعيدأً عنك

وألعن ضعفى إليك

وأبكى بدمع تمنيته فى مقلتيك

وأزعم أنى أردت النهاية

وأصفح عنك

لأنى يوماً.... كنت أحبك

اخيرا عملت البلوج

اخيرا وبعد طول انتظار وطول تردد..فعلتها نعم فعلتها

و زى ما بشوف فى كل افتتاحية لاى بلوج..يعلن صاحب كل مدونة ( اللى هو البلوجر يعنى) عن اللحظة الحاسمة التى قرر فيها ان يقوم بمثل هذه الخطوه .. وانه بعد طول انتظار ومحايلات وتوسلات من الاقارب والاقران قرر انه ينعم علينا وعليهم بالبلوج بتاعه.. وانه بقى اوعى هايكتب اللى ماتكتبش

انا كمان قررت اعمل مدونة او زى ما بيسموه بلوج ( اشمعنى انا يعنى) ماهو كله عمله.. وكمان مسايرة للتيار وانى بجارى التطورات قولت اعمله يمكن ابقى بلوجر قد الدنيا ولا حاجه مين عارف ؟!؟!

بس حلو اسم بلوجر ده..مش عارفة مدينى إيحاء تانى لما اسمعه يمكن بورجر ولا حاجه.. ما علينا
انا بصراحة فى الاول كنت مستغربة اوى للموضوع ده ..يعنى ايه اكتب كل حاجه عنى واعرض بقى كتاباتى ( على اعتبار قال ايه يعنى انى بكتب) على النت وانشر الخواطر بتاعتى اللى هى اصلا اللى فى البيت معايا ميعرفوش عنها حاجه..واكتب افكارى واى حد يشوفها والكل عادى يقراها !!!!

لاء والجميل بقى ان الموضوع مش كده وبس لا ده كمان حد يعلق على الكلام اللى انت كاتبه ويقول رأيه.. ازاى يعنى ؟؟ انا كنت شايفه دى حاجه فيها نسبه كبيرة اوى من الخصوصية.. وانه ماينفعش انى اعرض افكارى او حتى اى خاطرة على النت على العلن كده وحد يقراها..

بس عرفت ان اللى بياخد خطوة انه يعرض افكاره وتجاربه وذكرياته على بلوج خاص بيه ويدونها على النت..هو مدرك تماما ان فيه حد هايقراه وانه كمان هايعلق على كل حاجه..

اكتشفت ان الموضوع مش واقف انك بس بتعرض افكارك على المشاع والعلن لا ده انت بتشارك الناس فيها.. وعارف ان فى حد هايقيم افكارك دى..اتفقت معاه ام لم تتفق انت طرحت فكرتك للمناقشة او لمجرد انك عايز تطرحها وخلاص ..يعنى بتبقى المسأله عبارة عن مشاركة فى الافكار والتجارب والخبرات تقريبا كده بيبقى حوار عقول..وده اللى عجبنى فى الموضوع وشدنى ليه اوى..يمكن انك تقرب من الناس وتعرف هى بتفكر فى ايه وازاى بتعبر عن نفسها ده فى حد ذاته بيشدك

وكمان المسألة فيها قدر من الحرية و انك بتدى نفسك فرصة انك تتكلم وتعبر عن كل حاجه.. عن موقف حصلك تحكى عنه..فكره عايز تطرحها جت فى دماغك بدون اى سابق إنذار.. اغنية كلامتها عجبتك..شخصية انبهرت بيها.. مقوله أثرت فيك.. صورة ليها معنى من وجهة نظرك حبيت تتكلم عنها .. خاطرة او إلهام.. وخصوصا الخواطر اللى بتيجى وقت الامتحانات والمذاكرة دى.. بتبقى فى الجون..

المهم يعنى فى الاخر اكتشفت ان الحوار ده جامد.. ترقبوا بلوجى بقى ..والله الموفق